Since I have been primarily complaining about my job to my peers, and how there is no actually division of labor. Oh wait! Let me correct myself there is some division of labor... that's 90% for me and 10% for her. Anywho, I have decided to talk to my supervisor with regards to the dissatisfaction that I am feeling with my job. I told her that I am getting tired of it all and that I am keeping my options open. I wanted a day job and something less stressful. I told her all my angsts with regards to my direct superior, to my peers, my workload and salary (siyempre!). I didn't want to cry but lately it seems that nagiging iyakin na naman ako. *sigh* I did mentioned that I already opened my resume in Jobstreet pero sa totoo I've been applying around na.
I have been sending out resumes to different companies. There was one in Columbia tower in Ortigas. I was finished with the exam and was quietly passing time. And so I heard her superior (HR manager) talking to the person who interviewed me. Maybe they were thinking that I was still busy with my exam, so I eavesdropped. Sabi ng superior nya, "I think you made a mistake in getting this girl. I mean wala pa siyang one year in the company and umaalis na siya. And ano bang ginagawa nya dun?". When I heard those words it was a wake up call for me. As in, I left the interview and I decided not to work for that company any longer. How judgemental di ba? Pero I guess that's how it is in our corporate society. Also siguro sabi na rin ni God, that I stop looking for options muna. Try to finish what I've started, and not run away or hide away like I always do.
I have to admit, I'm the type of person that gets affected if someone else doesn't perform well. Because I care about my team and I want them to care about their job. But apparently there are some people that just get the job kasi it builds up their resume. At first I was guilty of that kasi I was thinking that I'll be getting more once I leave the company. Pero eventually I liked the people I worked with, and I decided to wait na rin. Pero it's the frustration of it all that's getting to me honestly that's why I want to get away.
I mean in a very ideal world, hindi ba mas maganda na magtrabaho ka where you actually enjoy the work? But why is it that there are still people that think of themselves. Nakakainis lang. And honestly I see that in my boss and it reflects. Biro mo they'll be applying again at the job portal ever so often. Stepping stone lang pala. Or maybe I'm just being naive about the whole thing. Ako lang pala ang nag iisip ng ganito and the rest just wants to get a job just for the sake of getting a job. Kaya nga siguro "ideal" lang siya.
Iba na naman ba topic? I guess ganyan ka-disorganized utak ko ngayon... Maybe I should just stop thinking and just do... tas tignan na lang natin result.
I have been sending out resumes to different companies. There was one in Columbia tower in Ortigas. I was finished with the exam and was quietly passing time. And so I heard her superior (HR manager) talking to the person who interviewed me. Maybe they were thinking that I was still busy with my exam, so I eavesdropped. Sabi ng superior nya, "I think you made a mistake in getting this girl. I mean wala pa siyang one year in the company and umaalis na siya. And ano bang ginagawa nya dun?". When I heard those words it was a wake up call for me. As in, I left the interview and I decided not to work for that company any longer. How judgemental di ba? Pero I guess that's how it is in our corporate society. Also siguro sabi na rin ni God, that I stop looking for options muna. Try to finish what I've started, and not run away or hide away like I always do.
I have to admit, I'm the type of person that gets affected if someone else doesn't perform well. Because I care about my team and I want them to care about their job. But apparently there are some people that just get the job kasi it builds up their resume. At first I was guilty of that kasi I was thinking that I'll be getting more once I leave the company. Pero eventually I liked the people I worked with, and I decided to wait na rin. Pero it's the frustration of it all that's getting to me honestly that's why I want to get away.
I mean in a very ideal world, hindi ba mas maganda na magtrabaho ka where you actually enjoy the work? But why is it that there are still people that think of themselves. Nakakainis lang. And honestly I see that in my boss and it reflects. Biro mo they'll be applying again at the job portal ever so often. Stepping stone lang pala. Or maybe I'm just being naive about the whole thing. Ako lang pala ang nag iisip ng ganito and the rest just wants to get a job just for the sake of getting a job. Kaya nga siguro "ideal" lang siya.
Iba na naman ba topic? I guess ganyan ka-disorganized utak ko ngayon... Maybe I should just stop thinking and just do... tas tignan na lang natin result.
