Moving On...

Birthdays...

It is an excuse to catch up with people you havan't really seen for quite some time. :) And it was actually good to see them again.

Of course when people catch up, you talk about work. You talk about how things have been; how's the wife/hubby; kids(?); boyfriend/girlfried, etc. etc. But when you're single, well it's a whole different! You talk about:

1) work - YES
2) current events - depends
3) other friends who aren't there - YES
4) non-existent sex life - 50/50
5) and lastly your love lives - 110% YES

so main topic of conversation on my birthday: have we really moved on?

for some... yes.
for some... getting there.
for some... no.
for some... they refuse to do so.

where do I fall on these categories? probably on the getting there. I know I should be on the yes category. But basing on their and my definition of "having moved on"? I fall on getting there. There is that word "Closure" that people commonly say that I haven't really done yet. Well more or less because we didn't have the chance to get that closure. Or maybe I'm just the one that doesn't have that closure?

I mean I still feel a tinge of sadness when I think of the guy. Maybe it's because I lost someone who knew me or maybe just the fact na nawalan ako ng isang dream. More of the latter than the former, I guess.

But the more I'm thinking about it now, in exchange for getting one dream, I had to give up another. I mean that would be too selfish if I passed the board, had a great job and still get the guy right? hahahaha Siguro sabi ni Lord, "Tama na muna yung una. Enjoy the gift I gave you. Don't be too greedy now!"

Things will fall into place. I guess that's one thing that I have to think in order to keep on moving forward and eventually move on.