7.6.08

8 days after D-Day

It's my mom's birthday today... And all I can think about is work. What more needs to be done. What could I have done better. OMG! I am turning into a workaholic. Or maybe it's just that fact that handling the migration for practically 7 countries is starting to get to me. *sigh* I just want to ask... asan na ang hatian ng countries?! asan na?! at least Rein helps me out a lot during the migration. She helps out a loooooooooooooooot! especially when I really there are a lot of things to be done. But she'll be on am shift for the next three days. :) I really have to get things together.

status reports, performing payruns, talking to location. I don't even know when to start. and I have a feeling that my status report isn't good enough. Why? Isn't it quite insulting that your boss would say that she's currently editing it. I mean who wouldn't be stressed out. I can't even start to handle and assist the people that I've trained. I do try my best to put all the issues that I know of. And then the bosses start reminding me that I shouldn't be directly speaking to them. Wait they contacted me first. What the hell do they want me to say? say that they should just contact the Migration Manager because that would be the proper thing to do. Wait... maybe I should do just that then maybe my life would be a lot better!

I mean honestly what do they expect me to do? my other boss leaves at 5 am. I handle all the issues regarding the migration. And there is no actual SOP in the upload of Bank payments? What more do they want from me? develop an SOP? I already made an SOP regarding their manual upload. And I haven't encountered such a step. (Ano pa ba kelangan nila sa akin di ba?!) And argh! it just makes me want shout, and throw in the towel and say "I quit!". That's how frustrated I am right now.

*sigh* must not think of work... Mom's birthday! be happy... not stressed out. Happy birthday Mom! wish I had the time to buy you a gift. But my sister said she didn't have the time. Sure, Ok... @%$#&! anywho, have to get ready for church. till the next post.